Grubby的一篇blog

刚在gamestv看了IEST2007的总决赛和半决赛各一场，只看了sky和tod胜的那一场，因为我不想看moon这个鸟人取胜的得意屌样。
之后上google搜牛人对iest总结，搜到了grubby的新闻，某牛人引用他官网的blog，在wcg，iest连续失利之后，说他可能弃用orc，我觉得很震惊，但感觉的确是事实，且看那篇blog。
(I kept everything inside me: don't complain! Orc will get a break some day!)
(What it meant to me: a strong mindset only goes with a firm resolve, to hang by a thread of that which you believe will happen, Orc's just a tough spot. It's now part of a memory of a time whereby I was struggling against the tide)
(I tried so hard, and got not far, in the end, it didn't even matter, all the practice and all my resolve couldn't avail)
(I had to fall, to lose it all (IEST, WCG,..)
(It didn't even matter how hard I tried)
很明显，grubby似乎赛后听LP的in the end有感而发捣鼓出这篇blog的，当然，那歌的确是经典曲目，尤其在怀着很大的希望再失望之后听感觉肯定会有共鸣的。
(Things aren't the way they used to be - Human / Elf dominates all tournaments, and each orc map is being systematically removed. Is there a reason that SV, LT, Maelstrom, Gnoll Wood are being dropped by many tournament organisations? What of Turtle Rock (has never ever been good for Orc), Terenas Stand (has been good against Undead for a couple of months, never been good against Human& Elf), Twisted Meadows (good map for Orc against Human only! Or so they said... guess militia creeping has something to say about this), Echo Isles (decent map)? Why have these maps stood the test of time for more than 4 years?)

(If you knew me, you knew I've never limited myself to one race. I once was Orc, until Dryad/Bear drove me to explore the possibilities of Night Elf and more importantly abandon Orc. I once was Elf until I decided a human was going to win WCG 2003 for sure- I wanted to be that human and I got closer than I ever could've with Night Elf. I once was Human, until I decided TFT offered new possibilities to the Orc race, my first love, and I solidified my presence in the scene with Orc. Many players see switching race as a weakness - I allow you your beliefs without passing judgment. I see the choice of switching race as a strength, one that inspires creativity, offers enjoyment, stimulates new thought processes, keeps opponents off-balance and can create chance where before you saw only defeat. You can not convince me that changing race is a weakness. Sticking with a strategy, or race, where you know it leads to defeat, is a weakness. Now it all comes back to me, and I wonder if I shall take a look on the other side.)
看完之后我的确觉得grubby想跳槽搞NE了。
在网上居然有个超级YY猥琐男，当然，ps得倒还不错（不要告诉我那女的不是ppg，而是长得象ppg的伪ppg）


ps：圣诞节快到了，我也该准备了。